H is for Hospitals

I finally got a job in the hospital! YAY! Not as a unit clerk, but a staffing clerk. Pretty much the same wage, so I'm down. Prettyyyy excited!

I leave for Cali in 4 days,OHMYGODDDD.

Could it get any better than this?

G is for Goulding, Ellie

If you've never heard of her, you need to. She is from the UK and ah-may-zing! Truly. I discovered her last summer and on a whim I bought her CD after only hearing one song. I was not disappointed! She is just... so good...

F is for Food.

I have truly failed in the kitchen this summer. The most effort I have put into cooking would probably be scrambled eggs. I promise that once my schedule starts evening out a bit, (actually not very likely if I do get the 3rd job, buttt y'know), I will actually attempt to cook more.

F is also for FEARS.
I am possibly going bungee jumping at the end of the summer. WHAT A THRILL! And scare! hahaha
I am officially crazy though.. truly.

Anything else? Uhmm... one week until CALIFORNIA ohhh myyy goooddddd sooo excited! LOOK AT ALL THOSE EXTRA LETTERS TO SHOW YOU MY EXCITEMENT!
Okay... I'm done now.

E is for experiences.

Life is full of new things, new experiences... And I plan on trying some new things myself.

I want to travel, see the world and experience it. Australia is on my to do list right now.. I just gotta find someone to come with me. I am thinking 3 weeks, and if life allows me in the future, I will return. But for now, I want to just go for that period of time.

After Australia I will start planning my Europe trip. This is the big one. I have allllways wanted to go there, and see as many countries as I can! I will probably go for a couple months, this is going to be the trip of a lifetime. I will save for as long as I need to, this is going to happen.

That's all for now, I just figured I'd add another letter, as I don't have much time left to do the rest... Where is Summer going?!

Written while on the beach watching the sunset

It's really hard to gather your thoughts when you don't eve have the slightest idea what any of them are about. I sit here, at the ocean, watching the sunset, tunes in my ear and sunshine on my face.. And I can't tell if I'm happy or upset. I can't tell if it's to do with a person or a situation. I find these times really frustrating. I want the company of someone, but I'd be terrible to hang out with, and yet I am also wanting to be alone with my thoughts. I want to tell you how I feel but you are such a mystery to me, I don't know how you'll react. The water is really peaceful tonight, slight breeze creating small ripples, but not enough to disturb the glassy surface. Maybe it's the fact that I have to face certain feelings in a few short weeks and I'm not ready to handle it?